Cooking Up A Seduction Page 10

  “I’m tired of playing solitaire.” Lauren took the brownie from his hand and set it back on the desk.

  “Oh, you mean –”

  “Exactly. And since I have antiquated rules about sex hardwired into my DNA, I haven’t been able to indulge. But what you and I have is a compromise.”

  “A compromise?”

  “Cameron, you can’t make fun of the way I talk, unless I can tease you about echoing everything I say.”

  His mind raced, disorderly thoughts racketing across his brain. He wanted her. Now. Often. But he couldn’t risk reacting when she traded up. He still didn’t know what motivated her, so couldn’t be sure the next man who came along wouldn’t tempt her.

  “What is it?” Lauren snuggled closer, the golden flecks in her green eyes gleaming. “I can feel that wall you build up. My lack of sluttiness is a turn-off for you?”

  Cameron shook his head. “I don’t want you to romanticize what happens with us. I don’t have the energy for emotional entanglements.” She’d been so bare, so honest with him; he owed her at least the truth. “I don’t have time to be that guy.”

  “I don’t have time to be that girl.” She smiled, moving her hands to unbutton the cuff of his shirt and roll up his sleeve. “I have references. I’m a horrible girlfriend. I put in too many hours at work, take it home with me, can’t be at your beck and call when you need arm candy. I’m fiercely independent, stubborn, and hate to have someone trying to keep tabs on me.”

  Cameron struggled to control his reaction as she moved to the other cuff.

  “You can’t be a good boyfriend, I can’t be a good girlfriend. We’ll save the dating community a lot of heartache if we take each other off the market. Besides, we are together.”

  He fisted his hands, barely able to hold back. If he let something happen here, now, there’d be no need to decorate. He’d always see it when he walked in the room. “Lauren, I don’t want this to be more than you can handle.”

  “I know I can’t juggle casual encounters or partner exploration, but you and me I can enjoy.” She went to work loosening his tie.

  “Partner exploration?” He stilled her hands, wrapping his fingers around her wrists.

  “You have to stop echoing what I say.” Her voice trembled.

  “What does that mean?”

  She wrested her hands free. “That means I liked hearing you’re not interested in being with other women while you’re with me.”

  The surge of emotions heightening his awareness startled him. He knew this blinding rush of adrenaline, had lived through the torment it created, but couldn’t understand why he felt it now.

  Lauren stared at him and he knew she needed to leave, to get distance, both physical and emotional. He had to keep himself from asking all the questions he had, from learning too much.

  “I didn’t do it, if that’s what you’re thinking. He asked, I wasn’t interested in being an entrée on his menu if it was a la carte.”

  The painful look in her eyes made it impossible for him to walk away. She’d been scraped as raw as he had, had watched her life implode. Cameron knew better than to find common ground, but damn if he didn’t want to heal that hurt.

  “Your turn.” Lauren leaned her head against his shoulder.

  “For what?” He tried to detach himself for the situation, to ignore the soft way she spoke, the warmth of her on his lap, wrapped around him like she was molded to fit just so.

  “Why did you say you can’t see me with someone else?”

  Cameron stared straight ahead. He didn’t care to relive a single detail. He had to keep this from becoming personal. Professional and physical he could do, personal was not an option.

  “You won’t tell me?”

  Cameron stared at the door, fighting with the part of himself dying for her to stay, wanting to trust her. He knew better. On both counts. “I can’t.”

  “Okay.” The look on her face showed him it was anything but okay. She reached for his hands, squeezing them in her own. “I need a key to the house.”

  “What?” That certainly screamed personal relationship, which they’d decided not to have, hadn’t they?

  “I could never be with a man who doesn’t trust me with a key.” Her grin lit up her face. “Don’t you want to see what I’ll do to the house before the dinner on Friday night?”

  Eight

  “Where’s your entourage?”

  Lauren turned from the stove, watching Cameron saunter into the kitchen. His striped chambray woven sport shirt must be an attempt to make the charcoal dress slacks work for casual Friday. Cameron’s dressed down was dressed up for most Seattle professionals.

  “The only car here is yours. And what is with all the poinsettias?” He cocked his hip against the counter, crossing his legs at the ankles.

  “’Tis the season, Cam.” Placing the lid on the pan, she brushed her hands against her apron and looked down at the white tank top and jeans she wore. Thirty minutes until the guests arrived, and she still had to change.

  “I don’t decorate for the holidays.” His gaze cut around the room, and his nose wrinkled as he sniffed the air. “I’m confused. We have a dinner tonight, but no one is here and I only see one pan. It’s a big pan, but still.”

  “Did you know you don’t even have plates?” Lauren swung open an empty cupboard for effect. “I’m not suggesting we register for a china pattern, but serving guests on your own plates is a start.”

  He stepped closer, backing her against the counter. “You can have whatever you want in the kitchen.”

  A vision of taking exactly what they both wanted flashed through her mind, but they didn’t have time to do it right. “Then I want plates, and an espresso machine.”

  Cameron laughed a shook his head, taking a step back. “You never answered me. Where is everyone?”

  “Come For Dinner is catering a retirement party for one hundred. I took one for the team and opted to run this one myself. Unless you want me to switch with Diego. The guests are into alternative fuels, maybe they’ll support your alternative lifestyle too.”

  “Very funny.” His lip curled in a smirk as she walked towards the fridge. “Can you handle the dinner all by yourself, and still be at the dinner?”

  Lauren slid between him and the door to the fridge, crossing her arms beneath her breasts and lifting them slightly. His gaze dipped and she felt she’d regained some power. “I’ve got it all under control. I don’t want you peeking and deciding what you will and won’t eat beforehand. I want you to taste everything. That is my favor fee.”

  “And what favor am I repaying you for, Lauren?” The sound of her name on his lips made her want to shudder, but she suppressed it. She wanted him to see her as an equal, a partner, a friend, not some swooning twit he could discard like his usual one-night-stands. She wanted him for the duration of the agreement.

  Hell, she wanted him for longer than that. A shiver danced up her spine at the realization. She looked into his bright blue eyes and knew. She was falling for him already.

  Preposterous. Unheeded. Definitely stupid. But true. It made the way she’d been acting crystal clear, and yet complicated the situation in an entirely new way.

  She’d been flirting with the potent attraction since the fist time she laid eyes on him. Maybe her body had known all along and that was why the chemistry was so exhilarating. Her head knew things wouldn’t work out well, but her heart tugged her in the direction of what it wanted. Cameron. An arrogant, inevitable, and completely unavailable man.

  “Lauren? Are you feeling okay? You’re white as a sheet.” The concern in his voice and the warmth of his fingers against her cheek pulled her from her muddled thoughts.

  Her nerves jumped like water in hot oil, splattering everywhere. The same adrenaline response that had her running out the door the first time her kissed her. She stepped around him, reaching for a towel and began to wipe down the spotless countertop.

  “I’m fine. I just remembered so
mething I need to do is all.” Calming herself with a slow breath she turned back to him and offered what she hoped to be a convincing smile. “Why don’t you go upstairs and change?”

  “What about you?” His gaze drizzled over her body, pausing at all the parts throbbing for him.

  “I’ll set out the appetizers. That way if anyone arrives while I’m upstairs changing, you’ll have something to feed them.”

  “Upstairs?” Did his voice crack?

  “I put my dress in one of the guest suites upstairs. Nice gym, by the way.”

  His brow furrowed. “Did you go through the rooms?”

  “I haven’t had time yet. In one room I saw your shoes so I moved on, the next gym equipment and a punching bag, but door number three had an empty closet.” She studied his face, but realized he never showed any emotion he didn’t intend for you to see. If she could get him to a poker tournament in Vegas, they’d both be rich. But then, he already had that going for him. “Relax, I don’t snoop.”

  With a nod and a shrug he somehow managed to look confident, Cameron turned and marched out of the kitchen. Lauren’s shoulders slumped as she exhaled and leaned against the counter.

  She wanted to fall in love. Had always dreamed it would come on in a rush. But she’d also dreamed the man she fell for would be equally smitten with her. How naïve. Her heart had gone and jumped after a man who didn’t have the time or inclination to catch it.

  He could never know her true feelings. He’d surely cut the game short in the name of sparing her. But she wouldn’t be spared anything if she lost him sooner rather than later. And if they followed through with the plan, she’d be with him for as long as he wanted, in any way he wanted her to be.

  Her heart flinched at the reality of her choice. She knew he wouldn’t change, wouldn’t even want him to really. The importance of his career made him poor relationship material, while making him admirable in her eyes. She knew how hard building a reputation could be. It made her just as unsuitable a choice for him.

  She saw no point in living in the past, or worrying too much about the future since no one was promised a tomorrow. What mattered was the present. And presently, she intended to pack a lifetime of memories into the short time she held the attention of the man she loved.

  Lauren knew how to tease a man insane. Everything about her tonight seemed to be trying to seduce him, even the promise of getting whatever he wanted in return for tasting her food. The flow of air through the dining room felt like her caress on his skin. Even the salad, a strange concoction of weeds, seeds, avocado and oranges, was charged with the same sexual energy.

  She couldn’t expect him to eat and talk at the same time. He pushed the salad around with his fork, hoping to make it look like he’d eaten as he tried to keep the conversation at the table flowing. But he felt the weight of her narrowed gaze, though he avoided it since he saw the challenge she set in front of him. Avoided her and the golden wrap dress she’d donned. It tied with a sash, making him wonder if he untied it, would the whole thing would fall away?

  To keep sane, he focused on work. Far easier to understand the motivations of the attorney, professor, former CEO, and the two men trying to convince them all no better investment existed than using recycled restaurant grease to fuel automobiles.

  “We’re turning an environmental burden into a conservation benefit.” Even in a suit, Henry Moss looked like a college senior who’d rolled out of bed and jumped into the only thing clean left.

  “But this is currently a niche market. I can’t power my car with cooking oil.” He speared what looked like an orange and hoped Moss would delve into the sales pitch long enough for him to take a few bites. Avocado first. It would melt in his mouth.

  “With the slightest adjustments, it can. Making those adjustments available to everyone is what we provide.” Moss’ partner, John Pratt barely looked more presentable with his shaggy hair and fuzzy goatee.

  “But what kind of traction can you show?” Dean Walters laid his fork across a clean plate and leaned back in his chair. The man had acted as smug as befit a former CEO of the largest vehicle manufacturer in the country.

  “For our size, we’ve generated significant revenue.” Moss said, leaning forward. “Our profits will be exponential. The more people who take on the responsibility of alternative fuels, the higher the demand, and the easier they are to access.”

  “It’s admirable gentlemen.” Professor Volk laid his napkin next to his empty plate. “We all wish consumers would be environmentally accountable for their choices. But Americans go for cheap and easy. The gas station on the corner is simply more convenient than the one alternative fueling station in the metro area. There are many fuel alternatives – ethanol, natural gas, propane, hydrogen, fuel cell, electricity, methanol, and the list goes on. You have a double challenge, getting people to choose biodiesel, and choose your method.”

  To keep from answering the question himself, Cameron shoved and orange section into his mouth. Except it had to be the most acidic, bitter orange he’d ever tasted. Swallowing it down he realized it wasn’t an orange, but a grapefruit. Leave it to Lauren to find the one fruit he detested to make him look like a finicky eater.

  Pratt cleared his throat. “We’re offering ease and economy, a way to convert a consumer’s existing car into a more efficient model. It’s an investment that pays them back in just over a year for the average person, sometimes as quickly as six months for commuters and sales people who rack up the mileage.”

  Lauren stood, collecting the plates. Everyone else was as enthralled by the debate as he should be, if he weren’t so distracted by Lauren. He had two options to get his focus back at dinners. Either end the arrangement now, or sleep with her to rein in his desires. Really, he had no choice at all.

  “Don’t do that!” Lauren struggled to catch her breath. Her heart beat hard against the hand she’d pressed to her chest. She stared at the floor, not willing to risk a heart attack by staring at Cameron’s luscious all black ensemble.

  “Help you with the plates?” Cameron quirked an eyebrow and set the plates he carried on the counter. He had no idea how much his presence unnerved her, nor could she let him know how startling it was to think about someone and turn around to find they were right next to you.

  “I have everything under control. Go talk fish and chips fry oil with the rest of them.” Lauren quickly donned an apron, scraped the plates, and set them in the sink to soak. She didn’t want to get anything on her gossamer silk dress, so she kept the apron on as she arranged the plates for the dessert service.

  With a leering grin he stepped closer. “I’m distracted.”

  “We’re not doing anything here, now. It’s one thing to fool around at a dinner party for friends, quite another for business colleagues.”

  “Then let’s get dessert over with, because I can’t think.”

  “That’s because you’re hungry.” She tried to hide her annoyance by unpacking dessert from the cloth bags on the countertop. “I’ll be done in two minutes.”

  “What is all that?” Cameron’s lip curled and she knew he wouldn’t be eating dessert either.

  “This is me, trying to help you. Just like dinner.” She pulled out a cutting board and grabbed a knife. Spinning around, she took a serving platter from the back counter and set it beside the cutting board.

  “This looks scary. That thing has spikes.”

  Clutching the knife in her hand, Lauren turned to face him. His eyes widened and he stepped back. “Let me tell you something about how these dinners work, Cameron Price. It’s my job to put people at ease, so they say what they feel, not what they think you want to hear. Tonight’s meal was completely vegan, from the salad to the paella, to make your guests comfortable.”

  “I didn’t know they were vegan.”

  “Of course you didn’t. You just read their proposal and wanted to hear more.”

  “They’re a solid investment, even if they present themselves too casua
lly.”

  “They’re casual because they are comfortable. With you. Because they recognize the accommodation you made, appreciate that attention to detail. Even though you had three bites of rice and a grapefruit wedge all evening. And then made a face, even though you claim to like all fruits.”

  She turned around, slicing limes into wedges and arranging them on the edge of the platter. He could blow her whole dessert plan if he made a face.

  “Okay, so I don’t like grapefruit.” He held up his hands. “And I liked the paella, but I was too busy trying to frame the tree-huggers as the smart business men that they are. They have no sales skills, and that’s a liability to their product.”

  Not sure how to respond, or even where her animosity came from, Lauren focused on arranging one of every kind of fruit on a platter. The weight of his stare, and his patience as he stood next to her watching, calmed her ire.

  Lifting the platter from the counter she turned and handed it to him. “Take this to the table, please.”

  “What’s this?” His nose wrinkled as he took in the platter of exotic fruits. All meant to prove a point, the point being discussed all night. “What do I say when they ask about this stuff? A green pinecone thing, rotten limes, decomposing bananas, half dried plums, an orange spiky thing. You don’t really expect us to eat this, do you?”

  “I could never be with a man who wouldn’t try something once.” Picking up a peeler, Lauren went to work on preparing the fruit. Her fingers worked, peeling and chopping, slicing and scooping. She worked so fast she had to pay attention, couldn’t let her mind wander to why she needed Cameron to try the fruit, to know he changed his mind once in a while.

  On another tray she arranged tiny bowls, shot glasses, and chunks of pulp. With the fruits prepared for serving, she stripped off the apron and returned to the dining room. The nine people who’d been so animated during dinner stared silently at the platter in the center of the table.